ShAsHaz

2009-05-26T23:52:00.001+08:00

Dear…
Dying longing for your love
Loving you daily
Love the feeling of your love
Love to be called love by you
Falling in love with you every time I see you
Every time I touch you
Every time I talk to you
Makes me to love you more
Love you for eternity
Love when missing you
Love the beats of my heart
That occurs during every thought of you
I love to be loved by you
I love you with all my heart…..

2009-05-26T17:00:00.001+08:00

TIRED of me searchin for jobs....bt no news frm dem....haiz....wad a luck.....

Any recommendation guys....help me pls....i'm so BORED @ home....pls....

I NEED $$$$$$$$$$$, pls......

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2009-05-26T16:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to town to mit my guy(Helmi). Before going to town, I went over to my frnd’s plc @ wlds to take sometink 1st. den aft, go to town. I will have to text me where to mit & wad time.
So aft I receive his msg den I ll make a move frm my frnd’s plc. In his msg:

Helmi: scotts
Me: In my heart”Scotts?? I nvr seen scotts building der” So I called a few ppl. Dat is kakak & my frnds who love to hang out @ twn…

The most funny tink is dat….all of dem gv a diff directions. SO finally, one of my frnd said:

Aishah: C directory
Me: ok

Aft that I saw the plc in d directory. But wen I go der, the scotts’s building was not built yt. So I ask d security gurd.

Security gurd: No more scotts. It will b up by nxt yr
Me: ok but in my heart I can c dat.

I end up I called Helmi.

Me: Dear, where is scotts? I can only c scotts rd bt no scotts building
Helmi: have. Wru?
Me: me @ tangs
Helmi: it is jus beside tangs & beside d hotel.
Me: ya , I noe….bt still no sign of scotts
Helmi: have….i’m @ 2nd floor….
Me: ok

So I called my frnd again to confirm d plc….d funny tink is dat.

Aishah: d plc is opps Far east
Me: Huh?? R u sure??? I dun seen any scotts der
Aishah: Hv….
Me: ok

Den wen I was abt to reach far east, helmi called.

Helmi: wru?
Me: walking 2wards far east. Going 2 cross d road. Wru?
Helmi: huh? Cross d rd? far east? Where?
Me: far east is near d hyatt hotel. Wru?
Helmi: I’m goin out of d plc
Me: where?

Aft a few steps reaching d Hyatt Hotel, I saw him @ FAR EAST……!!!!

Me: diz is not scotts la beng2. Dis is far east, u beng2
Helmi: I told u already…beside tangs & beside hotel…
Me: ya rite…u make me confuse….i almost go up d carpark (located beside Marriott Hotel )
Helmi: (laughing) no wander u still hv nt reach yt…I was tinkin u slh hv reach in 20 mins…
Me: ya rite…coz of u…giving me d wrong building name….n nw u blame me back…u dum2….
Helmi: sorry…..(Laughing)

I laugh & pinch him @ d same time….hehe…he is also like 1 gundu…..givin me d wrong building name….LOL……he only noe hw 2 go der bt nt direction or name of d bulding….sooo funny…haha….

2009-05-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

Today, ouf of no way, I plan wif Zakiah to go for KFC breakfast. Actually we already planned it last nite bt zakiah said that she gt no $, den I said its ok…I ll treat her for breakfast. The porridge @ KFC was not as nice as last tym. I said so is because last tym, the porridge have egg, nw there’s no egg & d taste is nt dat nice…(like u can cook better den them,shasha. LOL!!!)
So while havin breakfast, I thought of cookin asam pedas…bt wen I reach sheng siong, daun kesom was nowhere to be found. So end up I change my thoughts to fish curry…den aft takin all d ingredients…my guy fetch us back home….

During d cookin tym….me & zakiah were so stress up wif d fish(ikan merah) coz d “apek” did not do his job properly coz wen I reach home, I had to wash & get rid of d scales again…until there’s a cut on my finger. (cut d story short)
Our cookin was sooooooo suck…hehe….since it was our 1st time cookg curry. Zakiah wif her loud voice(as u guys noe her…)till my guy sit @ d kitchen lookin @ d way we cook….he kip on smiling & shook his head…esp wif zakiah, he always tease zakiah…hehe till every tym she always call my name 4 help. I jus smile & bit him as always…..hehe….we tot dat our cookin ll end up not nice btw if d help frm my guy who noe hw to cook better den me…he help us a lot so dat we can learn frm him….it was SUPER POWER…..even hyriel was der to eat his lunch too....he even said it was SUPEP....i tink if he was nt der…our cookin will b gone to waste bin….hehe...

Thank you so much dear….for ur help….LOVE U….muackz!!!!

2009-04-16T02:40:00.002+08:00

The four of us meet up early in the morning just to have fun for the day.....

We plan to go vivo for lunch and then we went to Sentosa since Hazim does not have the opportunity to go there. So me & Dani plan to go there to since we still have time.....

We really had so much fun while we were there. When we were up the skyline, me & dani did not knew that Zakiah & Hazim were afraid of height. Me & Dani giggle & laugh all the way at the both till we reach the destination. If I knew, I should have record it down because it was so funny to see thier reaction when we were @ the skyline....hehe....

Here are some of the pic taken by Me.....

2009-04-04T01:17:00.002+08:00

On the 3th April 2009, I went out with Miss Zakiah after her work. We met at JE popular to get her stuff for her beloved BF….

The way she plan her surprise for him was a great idea & romantic…So proud of her…keep it up Zakiah…

On 4th April 2009.....

Then after that, we plan to have dinner before going home. So we plan to go IMM for dinner. At 1st, we thought of going to BK but at last, we went to Nurul’s working place to have our dinner. It was her treat since it was her 1st pay day. Thanks to her…

Zakiah..thank you so much for your treat. Next time will be my turn, k babe….

Then today, I meet my best-friend Noraishah over for a short while at Clark Quay Station for a high-Tea before meeting her hubby at around 5pm.

We thought of going to have High-Tea at Delifrance but since there were no sign of it, so we went over to TCC. Then after awhile later, her hubby came over to join us.

Then after that, I went to meet my 2 beloved crazy cousins, Danny & Zakeey to have our early dinner at BK since they wanted to recommend me the new promotion which BK is offering. It was their treat which I do not know why it was their treat just now. But no matter what, I would like to say thanks to the both of them. I really appreciate it so much. Don’t worry next time round will be my turn, my treat.

Then after that we sat at Clark Quay River for a short while before heading home. We pose for a few shots then after that we head for the MRT….

Even though we meet for a short while, we still have fun jokes and laughter. Maybe we can plan again when the 3 of us totally free…insyallah….

2009-04-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

Today, I cook Kangkong belacan. It was quite easy to cook but…I can simply forget to put onion & garlic. Haha… So what I did was, I cook the onion and garlic in other frying pan. After that I mix in the kangkong.

So after everything settle, I packed some for Helmi’s lunch before he went to Jurong Port. He came over and I give him yesterday dish (Daging masak Kicap) and kangkong belacan so that he can eat for his lunch.

Then in 1 hr time, I receive sms from Helmi in around 2pm.

Helmi: Daging masak kicap was delicious and nice but the kangkong belacan is just fine because belacan is not enough. But overall ok because spicy is just right and the ingredient is fine too but only lack of belacan….that’s all…

Me: Ok later I will add some more belacan.

Helmi: So what will be your next dish?

Me: Not sure…it’s a surprise….(giggle)

Helmi: Ok…I will taste and comment about your cooking….I’m proud of you…keep it up bebeh…

Me: Thanks dear

2009-03-31T19:39:00.001+08:00

Today, before I went bak to Tmn Jurong from CCK, I went to Yew Tee market. I bought 1kg of meat, 2 pkts of potatoes & other ingredients which are needed as well. I tend to cook daging masak kicap. So I was too excited to cook today. So I went Tmn Jurong by cab. The moment I reach home. I straight away start cooking. I start cutting the meat & peel the potatoes & fry it @ the same time. After everything completed, I fried the mix ingredients and etc.

At 1st, I had no confident because I thought that it will tasted funny or lack of some ingredients & etc. But when I tried to taste it, OMG!!!! It was SUPER……this is my 1st time cook without calling mama for help. YES!!!! I have made it…

Mama seems to enjoy eating it czuse she eat 2 rounds for this dish....hehe....even myself...haha....

Hmmm…I wonder what will be my next dish be????…hehe…too bad today Zakiah is not @ home…I have given some of it to her family to taste it…

2009-03-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

Last week on Sunday, 22nd March 2009, I was on duty (Kendarat) at Tampines, I was quite busy on that day and furthermore on that day one of my crew who was suppose to be on duty, last min was unable to attend due to some reasons. So our Manager, Mr Harres and me had to find replacement. After awhile, finally we manage to find replacement. Alhadulillah… (Thank you God) because instead of 1 person who is suppose to replace the other crew. We have 1 more extra crew who is willingly to work on that day. I am so happy because on that day happen to be lots of pax. But no matter what, we manage to handle the crowd. Alhamdulillah… (Thank you God). And on that day also, we were having problems with the catering people because it was our 1st time working with them. And furthermore, the Bride who was the one had sign an agreement with our co. which had stated in the contract that our Q-Factor’s service was only to clear the plates & other utensils from the guests tables when they had finish their meals and other than that is not part of our service.

The catering keeps on asking for help from our crews to help them carry clean plates from the wash area to the buffet tables. 1st round, my team helps out since there was still no crowd yet. But slowly after everything was done, I ask my team to stop helping them as I was told by my manager, Mr Harres. Then slowly, they asked for another favour from us to help them wipe the utensils and plates because it was wet. But this time they ask the host family to ask us instead them. So when one of the host family came to me and ask, I told them that we are not allow to do that service as it was not part of our services and that was from our manager, Mr Harres. But in the end they had no choice, so the host family members were the one who had to do the job. I assure that the host’s family members will be unhappy with us. But no matter what, we had done our best to provide our Q-Factor services. But they are still unhappy is not our fault. We, Q-Factor Services are ready to face the complaint if there are any.

Oh yah, the groom was a “Mat Rempet” and if I’m not wrong their team was called B----. They make official stunts to show that the groom is here…

2009-03-27T16:03:00.007+08:00

Bila aku tersadar dari sepiku, setelah lama bersendirian, tiba-tiba kasihmu menuntunku kembail dalam dekap tanganmu.Aku ingain mengucapkan terima kasih cinta kernan kau memberikan lagi kesempatan itu. Tak akan terulang lagi semua kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu. Tanpamu tiada berarti bagiku hingga tak mampu lagi berdiri. Aku bagaikan rembulan rindukan purnama. Menantikan kepulangan mu kembali kepada sisiku. Terima Kasih Sayangku…kerana memberikan lagi kesempatan itu…

2009-03-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Today, I went JB, Taman Sentosa with Helmi to sent car for modified. He wanted to modified car suspension, car pickup speed and exhaust pipe.
So around 10am I receive a message from him.

Me: Dear, if you jadi gi JB, you take care k. Ujan tau…muackz!

Helmi: You nak ikut tak gi JB?

Me: Lau you rasa you nak ajak & tak leceh for you ar

Helmi: K, da nak otw, I msg k

Me: K

Helmi: I otw now. You tulis ur card putih k.

Me: Da

So he fetch me around 1130am @ cck and straight to JB. He seems to be so excited about modifying his car. I’m so happy to see his smile on his face. So sweet this makes me melt like ice-cream. I also can’t wait to see changes to his car.
Since JB has change its new checkpoint location. We both were so excited to see and he told me that the new checkpoint needed to use touch & go card. Since us both don’t have it. So he asked me to go and purchase which located at the old checkpoint as was told by the Singapore custom guy who was scanning our passports because we were unsure of where to purchase the touch & go.

So after we had purchased it, we straight away proceed to the mechanic workshop. When we already had reached at Taman Sentosa, both of us were searching for the name of the workshop that is TOP SPEED. We seem to be lost while searching for it. We have been going around the area for 3 times.

Then finally, I ask him to call his bro-in-law to ask for directions. The way his brother gives directions, can say that he is not good in giving directions. Both of us were laughing in the car after he finished his conversation with his brother.
Then finally, when we reached at the workshop, they only provide car pickup speed and exhaust pipe servicing but as for car suspension they don’t provide. Since him instead to do all, so he decided to look for other workshop instead. So we went around looking for a workshop which provides a four-wheel car services. There is one of the workshops which provide four-wheel car services & the price that they set was quite accepted and good range. But we tried to look for other places 1st if who knows they can provide better.

So we decide to call his brother & abg Is to find out that which other place that have four-wheel car services. They both recommend the same place. So we decided to go there and check it out. But when we at the place, we go and check it out. But the sad thing was that, they don’t provide four-wheel car services. Haiz….it almost finish lunch but we are still searching for workshop. We are already hungry & thirsty.

Me: Why it is so difficult to find four-wheel car services. Haiz…why…??

Helmi: It’s not difficult dear…it’s just that it’s limited only…

So we decided to go back to the 2nd workshop which provides the services that we want. While the car was servicing, we decide to go and have lunch at one of the restaurant which located just beside the workshop.

Helmi: I nak makan Nasi Serai as it seem nice & new to me and Nescafe tarik

Me: I nak makan Nasi Burung Puyuh….. (haha…finally I get to eat burun puyuh…yum3!!!) & Air Barley (cold)

Then finally the car is done……& surprisingly, mama called to checked on me & helmi…he talk to helmi & they both seems having a good conversation….both of us were so happy about the new modified car…I’m so happy…it worth the money….he tend to modified more next month…he looked at me with a smile…hehe…I just smile @ him back happily…

Helmi: May I, ayang?

Me: It’s your car,dear…up 2 u…I just help with whatever me I can…

Helmi: Cam mara…je…??

Me: Eh,mana ader…tul ape…it’s your car…I cuma penumpang je…

Helmi: So if like that, I will bring you to where ever you want to go, ok sayang…???

Me: Ye la tu….hehe…my dear my supir….haha…

Then after all done, we proceed to get some jamu & medicated oil & medicines for him & his mom & fried foods for his family. Then we go for car was & vacuum & isi miyak…

Finally, we proceed home…..home sweet home….but before that we isi CNG @ mandai before sending me home….

2009-03-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the pictures taken by me(Yulisza).

Enjoy & have fun watching....

Take care & hv a nice dae...

2009-03-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

Since the past few days before Ratib at my place, I have been helping mama since last Wednesday till last Saturday before Ratib starts.

I have been helping her with the groceries, cooking & doing house chores. I went to Sheng Siong to do all the groceries. That was my 1st time really helping her. I said because I have not been seriously helping her in all this things. I for sure will try to escape myself in helping especially in cooking; I am not into cooking kind of person. But ever since I stared sleeping jurong during the school holidays, I did not know what to do & since I have to help her with cooking, so I thought that it will be a good idea if I start to learn cooking as well…

I started to learn how to cook with very simple dishes like fried rice and soup veg. Then slowly, I start to learn to cook fried noodle and ayam lemak cili padi.
For 1st time I try to cook ayam lemak cili padi, I always keep on calling mama asking her what are the ingredients needed and what are the steps needed. While cooking, I find that the gravy was not thick at all. So I call mama again.

Me: Mama, why is the gravy is not thick?

Mama: Have you added coconut milk?

Me: Yes.

Mama: Did u add water?

Me: Yes, I did.

Mama: Why did you add more water? The chicken will give out juice when it cooked.

Me: So what do I have to do now? Do I need to add more coconut milk to make it thick?

Mama: No need. What you need to do is, you take out the chicken from the pot and just let heat the gravy and it see if it will be thick.

So I just waited. Around 1pm, I take a look at it again. It does not getting thicker. So I give up. I switch off the fire and put the chickens back into the pot and let it be.

So after awhile, I was so hungry, I notice that the gravy was thick. But I find that it was not as thick as the way I wanted it to be. I thought of adding more coconut milk, but I scared that it might spoil the taste. So I just let it be and wait till mama came back and let her taste if I needed to add more ingredients before I can give Bik Su because I cooked extra for her family.

So the moment mama step into the house, the 1st thing I mention was, please try and taste it, I want to give Bik Su & family. So when she tried, she said that it is was & perfect, do not need to add anymore ingredients. So I was claim and cool because she said like that. So I quickly prepare for Bik Su since its going to be Mahgrib soon.

Then right after solat Mahgrib, I received a sms from zakiah.

Zakiah: Sedap

Me: R u sure? Anything missing?

Zakiah: Nope. Nice

Me: Sure?

Zakiah: Not thick enough & not spicy enough.

Me: Ok. Thank you

So overall, I happy with my cooking……I pack some for Helmi so that he can taste and comment my cooking since this is my 1st time cooking.

Helmi: (Silence for awhile) Ok2 not bad but not thick enough but the taste of spicy is there. Should add more coconut milk. You only use 1 small box of coconut milk is it?

Me: Yup.

Helmi: You should use 1 ½ of coconut milk. Then it will be thick & nice

Me: Ok. I’m still learning. So it takes time

Helmi: its ok. Try & cook 1 more time & this time for sure you will get the perfect & right taste. Don’t give up. So what will be the next recipe?

Me: Not sure. You will know soon…

So mama & Zakiah……get prepare for my next cooking….hehe…

On Saturday itself, mama asked me to cook 1 more time ayam lemak cili padi. These time Alhamdulillah….I manage to get it right & perfect with the help from mama & Bik Su on that day. Until I almost burn the blender while I was blender the ingredients. Haha…..it was so funny & scary at the same time…so I stop for awhile to let the blender cool down so that I am able to continue blender the rest of the ingredients. But Alhamdulillah, everything went smooth & well….ayam lemak cili padi was nice…..

Thank you mama & Bik Su for your help……

Everyone praise me for my cooking….thank you guys….

2009-03-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

LOL!!! I secretly & quietly take pictures of my religious class....

Have fun....!!!

2009-03-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

Here are some pictures of my guy which I took @ Punggol while waiting for a catch....

Enjoy..... ;)

2009-03-08T16:13:00.002+08:00

Here are some of the pictures taken while I was @ Elite Team Training @ Fairy Point Chalet 2 with all those who involved with the Q-Factor....

Enjoy...!!!

2009-02-21T02:12:00.002+08:00

Today,I went out with my close friend,Gek Luan(Linda). We plan to go gym @ West Coast Recreation @ Clementi after she finish her work. We plan to meet @ 6pm @ Clementi KFC.

When the moment we reached there(GYM), we peep from outside, we saw lots of muscular guys which make us in changing of plan as both of us felt paisey coz there are only guys and no girls. So we decided to go bowling instead...if there are not lots of people. (as you guys noe that the way I played is like so "pro"...hehe...)

So when we are @ the bowling alley, we found that there were not lots of people. So we proceed with the plan....We played 6 games ($26). Each play 3 games. We had so much fun...since the both of us long time never met before...

So after the games end. We decided to proceed for dinner. We plan to go VIVO, but when we look at the watch, we find that it is waste of time when by the time we reached there. So we plan to go to West Coast Plaza.

But wen we reached there, we thought the place will be fine...but our thoughts were wrong...It is so....LAME...hahaha...But no matter what, we just walked around the place....After wandering the place, we thought of going somewhere place cause we find the place is so boring. So stood one corner to decide.

Hehehehe....while both of us were decided of a place, out of a sudden, i felt that I wanted to "buang angin" hehe...so i just let it go ar...cause i thought that there was no one around but out of nowhere, there's someone walk pass behind me. Luckily, it was an open space if not...OMG,for sure he will look @ me one kind, pinching his nose while walking and will say "OMG,so smelly and really sway walking behind her... " hehehehe.....both of us, laugh non-stop men....till my tears come out and till stomach cramp....hehe...i think if you guys were there....you guys will laugh out too....

2009-02-17T20:02:00.002+08:00

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to all my working colleagues for all the hard work and effort to get into each progress level and ranks in the Q-Factor.

for those who made it to next rank (ALC), CONGRATULATION!!!! cause you guys will be the next (LC) who leads the crews and new crews.....

and for those who made it to the the new progress for the Q-Factor that is ELITE Team, CONGRATULATION!!!! cause you guys make Q-Factor proud and guys make Q-Factor alive & happening.....

Keep it up guys.....
See you guys on the 28th.....
Take care...

2009-02-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

My Japan Trip.....have fun....

2009-02-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

Dear,

If I do feel this way for you,
Then there's nothing no one else can do.
Cause a heart is fragile in all its ways,
I loved you then, then I'll love you for days.

Having you in my life is the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me...

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2009-01-12T23:02:00.003+08:00

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Happy Birthday to:

Zakiah
Nurhuda
Noraishah
Mohd Helmi

2008-12-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Mama told me to get engage asap once after I complete my studies....cause I have been with my Darling (md helmi) for so long & had been going out with him always...so maybe she thought that it is better if I have a serious relationship with him...further more my age is now 24, she said that I should get married already....but I am not ready for all this....to me engage is not important & it will cost more $ and waste time....I thought of getting married straight away if I and him are really meant to be together....we both are serious about each other but it's just that we both still need time to settle down. As married is not a game, it is a serious matter....it needs lots of $,times,loves,cares & sacrifices....so that is why, both of us need more time....& further more both of us still want to enjoy our single life & time....I even thought that I will only think about setteling down when everything goes smooth then I will think about all this. But for meant time, I don't think so because I need to think about my futher & family 1st then can think of having my own family....like people said "if you can't manage your own life,how are you going to manage when you have your own family???" But whatever it it, I hope that my darling, Md Helmi & me will be together for life...Insyallah....he is mean so much to me....he is my special one...I LOVE YOU,Darling (md helmi)

2008-12-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

I finally bought myself a PSP even though I can't get a red PSP.....But I still LOVE it...haha...with all my hard work + a token frm my only lovely sister (kakak Rozie) 4 my b'dae present + my darlin (md helmi) who also help to top up some $ 4 my psp & choose the best price... thank you 2 d both of u...muack!!!

& lastly, i bought a white diamond ring for my dearest mummy(Ramlah) for her 54th birthday...she loves it even thought the diamond was so small for her...haha....hehe....this present was from me & my darling (Md.Helmi)

2008-11-12T01:09:00.001+08:00

haha....i do this,nice???? I was so bored tat day & while in sch....

2008-11-10T11:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I was working at Hougang....it was quite tiring and hot. As there was no wind at all. It was really2 a hot day @ Hougang. Till, my leader-in-charge keep on standing near to the fan...But overall, I enjoyed myself working on that day.

I said I enjoyed myself cause I saw a very cute guy....where ever I stand, I saw him...n I was told that he was looking at me too....LOL. It makes me smile the whole through the day...LOL....(cheeky sia me...)LOL....

My friend was the one who told me at the 1st place that there is a guy looking at me...I notice it too. But I just ignore it...cause that day was so pack, cramp & hot...So I did not concentrate that much. I only concentrate with my job.

So I plan to walk in front of him & see wad will happen next. So what I did was, when my tray was full with cutleries & utensils, I purposely walked in from of him. But I to think back, if I walk in front of him, I will have to walk one BIG round to send the cutleries & utensils...Aaargh....but what do I care, cause I want to know what he will do...SO I heck care, I just walk in front of him....and I'm so surprise...cause he was smiling at me....I was thinking why eh...Mayb cause he saw that I was smiling since the starting of the day. So that's y he smile at me la...

I finally got what I have been waiting for....MY BREAK TIME...30mins break...hehe....there's something happen while I go for my break....you guys wanna know what happen...I was soooo shock to heard this from my friend. My friend said that the guy was searching for me....He even ask my friend, where am I? Den my friend said that I went for my 30 mins break...can you believe it....oh my god....i'm so shock...haha....i can't believe my ears....haha...

So after the function ends...the same little kid come to our crews place and talk with me. She said that her cousin want to send me home. and my reply was that can,but I have to ask my boyfriend. Then she smile & walk away. I tot by saying like that, he ll forget. But I was wrong. The kid come towards me again...but this time she came with him and ask me "so hw,bleh tk"? I was really so shock sey....den my reply was...ok but he have to send my other friends too...den he said ok...

So eh sent my friends and me home...the other shocking part was...he said he want to be my friend n he want to exchange no. my reply was can be friends but no exchanging of no. He ask y. My reply was because my objective was just to say hi2 n bye2 only on that day. I mean I can only make friends only on dat day den after dat no more...den he said ok...he understand...den he ask "wad abt msn,can"? Den I said ok...

Datz end of the story......haha....werk @ this plc...i meet so many different guys & gerl with different kind of attitude & personality...haha....i really teaches me who r gd & who r bad(notty)....really can c...hehe...

I told my guy d whole story...yesterdae....he was not mad or angry...in fact...he smile n can make fun of me some more..haha...he is so notty...but I enjoyed being with my darlin...no1 is like him....I LOVE U DARLIN....muacks....

2008-11-06T14:23:00.004+08:00

Actually today, i tend to go back durin 2nd breakout...but my team-mates and classmates stop me from going back....they are such a great friends...hehe...

i tot of goin off is because i want to meet my baby...i miss my baby,i have not meet him since during school holidae...but to bad..i friends wont let me go...

so i have to cancle wif my guy just for my friends...furthermore, my baby have need rest cause tomorrow he start werk @ 4am...cause have ship to attend....

haiz...miss him badly...but no matter wad he is always in my heart & mind...non-stop thinking of him...all day & all nite...

i love being with them....love you,baby...muackz!!!

thank you friends....

2008-11-05T02:13:00.009+08:00

I am so surprise aft I heard wad happen...i nvr tot dat the 1 I respect most even though we seldom communicate would do such a craziest tink out of no where...I am really shock...how could this happen??? Is d world has turn upside down??? Or is d world goin 2 b end??? I am really scared...i would not know wad 2 do nxt and i do not know how 2 face it....i am just wordless and speechless aft hearing wad happen...

I really nvr expect this could happen...I tot dat he was a nice,respectful,joker, trust n honest. But wad I said all the above are now gone n disappear just like "gone by the wind". I am so sad and disappointed in him....

Now everyone ll tink negative of him n mayb even treat him like "shit" n ll nt be as close as it use to be....now life being wif him ll b change towards him....

I do not now how long am i suppose face it n bear wif it cause i ll nvr b able to escape from him....i hope that i ll b strong enaf be face d fact n reality.

I share my story n feelins wif my baby...he said he's nt surprise @ all....it is command already. but to me it is my 1st time...but wen i said,didn't d other party gv enaf...???

Example given by my baby:

If my baby were to feed me KFC everyday without failed,ll i get bored? The ans is: definitely YES.

So due to dat reason, for sure I will quietly eat other foods behind him or make other route so that my baby will follow my appetite n my way.

So wen i tink back of his example, mayb he have almost d same reason like the abv. don't u tink so?

My baby wanted to say n protect d other party. But he dare not cause he have no rite to interfered. But if it were happen 2 me, he ll definitely interfered w/o delay. Hopefully not...cause who 1 it 2 happen,rite??? Nobody 1....bt if it wanted 2 happen,we cant avoid it...but wad we can do is...FIGHT it back...for our own protection....

He said that:
- in this life has many challenges if w/o challenges, that is not called life...
- life is like a mirror image. whatever we do or say, it will definitely ll b reflected to back....
- never say NO cause mayb your NO might turn out to be YES wen you really had no other choice....
- a good person may change to bad & a bad person may turn into a new leaf cause no one in this world is perfect...

Wen I think back wad my baby said..it was all d truth....cause I recall it back wadever d other party ever said....it really happen 2 d other party...it is such a small world,isn't it?

How I wish I could do this
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Nvm, lets us c how long can they hide their true colours....it will definitely show it slowly n 1 @ a time...we just wait n c....

2008-10-31T17:48:00.003+08:00

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Baby....

It's not the same without you, no matter how hard I try.
It hurts so much sometimes, I try so hard not to cry.
I miss you every night; I don't know what to do.
Cause, as I lay here, all I can think about is you.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
I miss and love you with every passing day.
It hurts me not see you or to know you're ok.
Will you think of me and look forward to a new day?

Every little kiss from you was like a dream come true.
This love that i have inside my heart, it all belongs to you.
My feelings for you, I can't deny and will never hide.
I truly care for you with feelings deep inside.

Even though I know we're many miles apart,
I want you to know I've loved you from the start.
No matter how long we're apart, just know you hold my heart.

I've taken heart that belongs only to you.
And put it in a box that no one can shatter,
Because with you in my life,
NOTHING ELSE MATTERS! ! !

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY......BABY....

2008-10-31T17:43:00.002+08:00

yeh...can't wait to meet my two craziest kuzen....they are cuming over to CCK....

Yes arh.....can pillow fight....long time nvr have dat kind of fun...really miz dat fun....

It's time to release my stress & tension....hahaha....

hmmm...i wonder what will be gerl's talk tonight will be about...haha...i just can't wait....

2008-10-31T01:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a hilarious day....since it was so hilarious, it make me felt so ashame of my own self.

Actually, yesterday, I was suppose to go to school for my FYP. But I told my team was that, I am not able to make on time because I have PP to present. SO my team set the time of meeting at 12pm right after I finish my PP.

When I was @ the PP booth, I went forward to the evaluators. They look at me in with their shocking and surprise looks....Me and my blur looks...

Here comes the funny part...

The 1st question came from them was...

Are you sure that your PP presentation is today?
Who is your PP adviser?
What is your time slot?
Are you sure that you are at the right booth?

I was so blur and panic when they ask me all that questions.....I just can't answer to all their questions...

1 of them said that my name was not in the list....when I heard that I was so shy like hell....until I do not know what to say...I was so wordless...oh my god...!!!! I make a fool out of myself....OH MY GOD...!!!! What the hell!!!!

I can even ask one of them that what is today's date.....Can you guys imagine that???? What the hell happen to me????? Oh my god....!!! I felt so shameful....

After 1 of them told me the date...I kept quite all the way...then the other 1 as me again... "are you sure that your PP presentation is today?"

I felt like I just 1 2 walk away & don't 1 2 ans that question....If I answered confirm, they will giggle...esp the person who is presenting.....I said so because all of them was smiling @ me....for my blur & stupid mistake....

So I just answered them that my presentation is on the 30/10/08....I just stood there and smile....then one of them said that "next time, before you come in,do check your name on the notice board 1st,just to double confirm of your date,time and booth,ok?"

Can you guys imagine that....i was so ashame that I jst walk away after 1 of them said that to me.....haiz.....i was so paisey...

Then I told my team mates....they LOL @ me.....I was so darm even more ashame of myself,OH my God.....wad a day,men......feel like giving up & 1 2 go home straight away.....

Then today was my actual PP presentation....this time was for real....I reach early, i even check for my name,time,date & booth...just to double confirm....hahahaha......even my team mates remain me....hahahah....

Finally that PP presentation was over...now left with my FYP.... :)

2008-10-27T03:10:00.004+08:00

I have make lots of frnds from Imesh.com. Actually, I logon into Imesh is only for dwnloading of songs. I did not know that, this Imesh was not only allow to dwnload songs or ETC but also allow to tag people & make new friends there too.

Out of 74 friends which I know, I only get along with 2 frnds which I am able to communicate and tag along with them. I know that I am already attached, and yet, I still make frnds with guys. From Internet some more...

I know that it is wrong. But I treat them as my frnds and not more than that. I even treat them like good frnds....

Both are younger than me by 1 yr. One is divorce and d other 1 is single. I know what you guys r tinking....confirm I ll definitely have feelinz 4 them...& my ans in NO!!!!!! I admit and say it frm my heart...NO!!!!! dat I don't have any feelinz & nvr tot of that at all...

My dear cousin Zakiah, tot dat I have feelinz for 1 of them. Crazy.....I nvr even tot dat far....juz becoz i able to communicate wif him....funny is it??? Pls dun put words into my mouth.... :P

I have my limitation ok.....well mayb last time, i may not b strong. But after going through all the hardship of love life....I finally admit dat no one is as perfect as my darling (MD Helmi). I really solute him & envy him for wad he had done & teaches me....

Let me confess k. Listen to these:

1) I only LOVE & THINK of my darling (MD Helmi)
2) My promises and make myself some rules so that I will limit myself. Just for my darlin (MD Helmi)
3) I dare not to loose my darling (MD Helmi) again and forever

Well, actually I logon to Imesh is jus for fun....to dwnload songs & make new frnds...dat all not more den dat....

2008-09-25T14:42:00.002+08:00

Proud of myself....

This is my very 1st time that I turn up for class when I'm late...hehe...

Usually,I don't. Because whenever I'm late for class, I will have this thinking that I should not turn up when I'm late. Becuase I find that it's pointless cause I have miss the 1st meeting and my attendent will be marked "LATE" and will be "DOWN GRADED".

But now, I'hv change....hehe.....I have turn into new leaf....haha.....proud of myself....hehe..... ;D

2008-09-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

2008-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Mohammed Helmi

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From Yulisza

2008-09-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

Iftar @ CCK....

2008-09-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

My Horoscope says:

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My Lucky Numbers:

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How many guys Loves me: (hehe....)

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2008-09-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

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To Shahfardani & Hazim

I wanna wish them all the best in NS.
Do take care yourself and drink lots and lots of water.....
Be my heroes k guys.....
Gonna miss you guys....

Bye.......

2008-09-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.....(Thank God)

Week 1 of school modules had past. Now left 7 more weeks of school to go....I hope that I am able to make till there.

I can't absent myself again....I need to buck up & study hard for all my modules....I will try my best to show all those people that I really meant what I have made promises esp with my dearest mom....

2008-09-02T18:08:00.002+08:00

How stupid of me......!!!!!!

Why I never think of the consequence if I do all that...? I just do it without thinking of other people's feelings. I only think of myself.

But seriously, I was confuse & i do not know that the things that I did hurt her so bad. I just hope that she will be able to give me one more chance to prove it to her. I know that it is hard for her to trust me but I really need her trust so that I am able to stand and I want to see her smile at the and of the day and even proud of me.

Now I realise that I have done the some stupid thing in my life. Whay I never think of that earlier? Why? Why now then I realise it? Am I too late to be forgiven? Am I still able to have a chance?

I hope that it is now too late for me to turn into a new leaf. I know that this is my last chance t prove myself that I am going to do & meant what I said & promise.

Today, I cried the whole day thinking of the consequences and how stupid of me. I just can't bear to see her cry and stress coz of me. I know that she is expecting high hope on me. As I am the only child left. So now I am going to prove it to her that I am able to do it after thinking and realising what I have done.

I am thankful that I have given chance to prove it. This is my last chance to prove it to everyone that I am going to buck up & meant what I said.

2008-09-02T17:59:00.002+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa Kepada semua Muslimin & Muslimah....

2008-08-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Visiting my close best-friend's (Dee) village @
Johore Bharu, Kampong Benut.....

2008-08-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

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Thanks for the birthday wish......to all of you....really appreciate it...I will never forget it.... ;)

2008-08-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

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Alhamdulillah (Thank God) that finally me & my lover (Helmi) are back together again.... after a long quarreling since Saturday. He only start to message me back again on Wednesday.

It makes me relief when I receive his message. I tot that he will not message me again. But I did not give up, I sent him a e-greeting card (forgive card) on Tuesday. He did reply me back on Wednesday by replying me back a e-greeting card (hate card) and as well as sms. In that hate e-greeting card, it makes me realise my mistakes and it make me not to break my promises and rules which made by him....

Here's d e-greeting from me & to him

http://www.123greetings.com/view/7MS90812102554334

& here's from him to me

https://hatecards.net/store/preview_card.php?pid=1595&session_folder=73dc2a4aa642da7efe092e5e4e86ea33

This is what i send him at night before i go to bed after I receive the e-greeting.

I know I have done a BIG mistake towards you,
But I can't forget you,
I keep on thinking of you.
I know you will not care anymore.
This is the fact.
The more further you are from me,
the stronger my love towards you.
This I never lied.
I tell you from the bottom of my heart.

I did not expect that by sending him this message will cool him down or is it because that since tuesday, i did not went out at all.

But no matter wad, I am happy that finally, he has cool down and everthing is back to normal... Amin (Amen)

2008-08-12T21:20:00.004+08:00

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Dear,

I'm sorry for not being perfect
just like you wanted me to be
I'm sorry I wasnt worth it
I'm sorry I'm only me

I'm sorry I can't be like you,
You want to be the best in life
That is a goal I strive for too
even if the failure cuts like a knife

I'm so sorry I'm not perfect
I know I dissappointed you
I'm sorry I'm not worth your respect
Sorry I messed up...can I start anew?

Please give me another chance
I know your disgusted with my tears
Please spare me another glance
I'll fix everything, from my chin to my ears.

Just please dont leave me
Even if I'm not perfect
Hear out my only plea:
Someday I'll prove it

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2008-08-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

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Counting down..........cant wait.....

2008-08-01T23:08:00.001+08:00

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I hope that we will still keep out outing active & keep in touch always....

2008-07-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

Dear.....

Its been almost a week we never met....

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I wonder when are we meeting again....

Miss you badly....I hope that you will be free soon.....

Take care...& don't forget to eat proper meals, even though how busy you are...

Lastly, never forget to sms or call me k,dear....

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2008-07-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

To Hazim (Crew Leader)

Hope that yo will
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Take care & don't forget to eat your medicines....

2008-07-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

Dear....

this is for you....

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forever & ever.......muuuuaaaackz....!!!!

hopefully that it will never fade away....insyallah....amin.....

2008-07-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

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Dear Mama.....

Please get well soon.....this year, u already have been admitted twice. I can't bear to see you like this,Mama. I know that you have been trying to endure the pain about your sickness. Mama, I know that you don't want to tell us when you don' feel well or in pain. You always keep to yourself till when you really can't take it anymore then you will let us know. By the time, you are already admitted to hospital,then you inform us.

I know that you don't want us to be worried and panicked over all this. But you are our mom. You are the one who gave birth to us and you have been great mom and not only that you also like a father to us. Since father had failed to be a father.

But I am quite happy when I'm with you. When you are not around, I feel like something in my file is missing. We may not show it to you directly, but in our hearts, you are always there. It never fade away....just like sea and sand. you can't separate them. It goes the same between you, kakak and me.

So do take care of yourself and remember to eat medicines.....& at the same time,i will always pray for your health and safety. We always be in each other heart and mind. We love you,Mama.....

2008-06-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

To myself & My dear,Helmi

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Hopefully that we will get well soon.....insyallah....dear...please go and consult doctor....take care & get MC pls...u hv been werkin too hard....till u had no rest....pls dear....

Luv U....many2....muackz!!!!

2008-06-16T08:15:00.002+08:00

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to school....after two weeks of sch holidae....I enjoyed myself of the two weeks sch holidae....

Now it's time to change....to a new leaf.......everything must change.....hehe.....

I must make sure that what I promise,I must really do it and mean it.....

2008-06-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

To my dad,

I know that you are not part in the family. But to me you are still my dad....without you, I am not in this world. I know that you have not being a good or great dad. You never lead or show me the world properly.....It's mom do did her job the most to make sure that we are lead to the right path....But I never blame you on that. I'm sure you have reasons to it. As long as you are happy....I happy for you,dad.

I hope that Allah will always bless,protect & b by your side esp in your heart....all the time...Never stop praying & hopefully that you will b in the right path,dad.....

I will always pray for you,dad...I never miss it. I would like to applogise because I always never show my love & concern in front of you,dad. But in my heart...you will always be my dad.....

Thanks for being there when I was small....there's when I needed you most....Hopefully that when the time is right, you will be there for me,dad....& hopefully that when you need me, I will be there for you too,dad......

Lastly, always take care of your health & eat proper foods...& please do not Hop-job all the time....find a proper & suitable job,dad....to support yourself & nenek,dad....please.....I never ask for more...only this,dad.....hopefully that you will mkae my wish come true......

I Love You,Dad......

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From me to you......

2008-06-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

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Finally.....i have bought a new adaptor for my lappy....so happy....

Left to purchase my lappy's battery.....which I need to save up again...hehe....

2008-06-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

I would like to wish

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to my Bestfrnd: Siti A'isyah
Foster-Brother: M. Iqbal
Best Cousin: Muhammed ShahFardani
Sch-frnd: Fizah
Guy-frnd: Wan
Tss Ex-Classmate: Haikal

Hope that you guys will have a great & enjoyable B'dae....May Allah Bless, Protect & b by ur side all d time...esp in ur heart....Insyallah.....Amin....

Lastly, Take care...& forget me not....

Be happy & kip on smilin always...... :)

2008-06-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

I saw him in real life while working @ Tampines, Blk 305. My friend went crazy...hehe....till she want to take a pic with him but he was always with his GF....hehe....My friend was a bit upset....

We also saw an actor who acts in Anak Metropolitan.....I can't recall his nick in the story but wad i remember he was one of the gangster in the other grp in the story.

He's happily married with a child....hehe....my friend(the same gerl) was upset....hehe....i smile and laugh @ her....bt @ the same time...i feel so sad for her...coz..she cant take a pic with them...as they both were busy @ the wedding....hehe....

They both look so diff frm television.....but no matter wad...they are still famous....hahaha....but i'm not thier fan......hehehe......

2008-06-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

Here a Poem for you.......

The Big 'R' Responsibility

* RESPONSIBILITY responds
while irresponsibility reacts.

* RESPONSIBILITY finds a way
while irresponsibility offers excuses.

* RESPONSIBILITY follows through
while irresponsibility never arrives.

* RESPONSIBILITY promises people success
while irresponsibility promises failure.

I hope that who ever read this will be able to change from irresponsible to a responsible person....

Learn from mistakes not repeating it again and again.....

Here are some several issues and implementations that we have to follow when in working with Qfactor.....

(1)
We always stress on punctuality. It is an important factor
and is one of our standards that separate us from other service
providers. Congrats to crew who are always making their
efforts to be punctual each time for reporting. A handful
of you are still habitually late without informing or without
valid reason. We are tracking those crew who are habitually
late. The 1 hour reporting time is for you to get ready and
have your meal before the working hours. With immediate effect,
crew who report 1 hour late will have their pay deducted by
$5. Please be informed.

(2)
Besides all those potential Leading Crew candidate who have
to sit for Leading Crew Aptitude Test, now all crew members will
have to sit for a simple Multiple choice questions test to check
on your job knowledge. This will let us gauge what level of job
knowledge that most of our crew have in mind.

(3)
We will be having appraisal for all crew members with in effect
from 14 June 2008 onwards. This appraisal is to check on your
grooming, working style and attitudes, either following our
standards or not and so on. We will let the crew members know
beforehand if we are doing an appraisal on him or her.

(4)
We would like to wish Leading Crew Rafiz a safe training for his
NS which he will embark very soon. Take care!

(5)
All passive crew members (those not actively working lately)
please let me or Ray know if you still want to be included
in any activation. This is to safe time and cost.

(6)
We shall form an Executive Board which will comprises of
Supervisors, 2 Leading Crews, 3 Crew members. This Board
will hold meetings, act as disciplinary board, and execution
of any company bylaws, and Rest and Recreation committee (plan
outings / get-togethers). Those members who are interested
to be in this Board, please let me know.

Thank you.

Haris
Manager, Training and Standards
QFactor Services

2008-06-12T23:50:00.005+08:00

I would like to say

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to my friend Rafiz who is also a Leading Crew in the Qfactor Services. As he is going to NS this Saturday.....

My messages to him is that:

Do Take Care.
Stay Fit & healthy always...(Pes A) hehe....
Eat proper foods & drinks

Lastly, Please do not forget about us. Can't wait to see the "NEW" you, Rafiz.....

Gonna miss you, Bro....hehe.....

2008-06-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

To all new leading crews in Qfactors.......

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What a great job you guys have done for the company.....from Crew to Acting Crew Leader and now to.......Leading Crew......Congratz....guys......

There are:

Hazim, Sofian, Hawa & Myself.........hehe.....

Take care & carry on do the good job...make the company proud......c you guys soon..... :)

2008-05-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody...

I am going on holiday on this weekends.....I will be on KL trip & will be back on Sun nite...take care & hv a nice wkn.....

2008-05-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

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I am so STRESS.....with my lappy…..it will auto shut down, battery and charger spoil again….STUPID ACER…..HATE it…..!!!!!! CANT take it ANYMORE…..I need to change lappy…..haiz…..it to save more and more $$$$$$.....haiz…..STRESSSSSSSS……..please advise me what to do with my lappy…..help me please…..

2008-05-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Baby....
I know that you have been so busy lately....I notice that I always like to msg and ask you,"Dear,r we mittin 2dae?" Sometime we do mit when you are free...but almost most of the time we met up aft your office hours.

But when we do not met up,that does not means that I will make noise or sad about it. I am ok with it dear. I understand your working life style,dear...I do not want you to think that I am not understanding & always like to think of myself....I do not want that to happen. And I also do not want to quarrel over this matter,dear.

I want you be happy with me all the times. I want to be the most special gerl in your life,baby....I don't want to lose you....I love you,dear.....muack!!!!

2008-05-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

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I know that today, i make u angry...but I don't mean it, baby. I really don't mean to hurt you. I really got no intension. I really never fell the vibration. it was in my beg. You always know that my hps are always in my beg. But why you did not msg @ the other hp since I got two hp.

I understand how you feel.....please understand me,baby......

Next time, in case if i don't reply,pls msg @ my other hp k,baby.....

I don't want just because of this, we always quarrel....i just don't want it to happen....pls,baby....i beg you, baby......

2008-05-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

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Once upon a time

Something happened to me...

It was the best thing

That could ever be!

A fantasy!

A dream come true!

Boy, I'm talking about

That day I met you!

This poem is written for my boyfriend, Mohammed Helmi

I LOVE YOU HANDSOME!

2008-04-28T21:35:00.005+08:00

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I can't believe that I am Acting Leading Crew in Kendarat. I am so surprise.....because I have been working with them for a month and they recruit as an Acting Leading Crew.

Last week, Sunday was my 1st time acting Leading Crew. I was quite nerves because I was scared that I might not able to do it. But with the help from Rafiz, who is already Leading Crew. He guide me of what to do. When I look at the way he do & guide, I am building up my confident. I am proud of myself....

Not only me. there is another person who they find that is suitable to be a Acting Leading Crew. The person is also from Republic Polytechnic, Year 2 student. She is Siti Hawa....

Let me list down the guidelines/rules for Acting Leading Crew:

You are responsible for the grooming standards for your crew members and that means you must set good examples on that.
Ensure that the standards of procedures of guest handling and servings are kept and maintained.
To act as supervisor or person in charge in the absence of Supervisors or Managers.
Likely to do bridal reception service and handle VIPs.
Be more proactive and be initiative.
Decide what's best in the name of good service.
To do briefings.
To monitor any loopholes and recommend solutions.

I would like to say Thank You to Mr Haris & Mr Rasyed for giving the both of us the opportunity and trust in us.

We will do our best to provide good services and show some how good our QFactor Servies is.

2008-04-25T21:36:00.003+08:00

If kisses were raindrops,
I'll send you showers

If hugs were seconds,
I'll send you hours

If smiles were water,
I'll send you the sea

If love was a person,
I'll send you me.....

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Please forgive me,baby....I don't mean to hurt your feelings....I will try not to reached home late...I promise....But I just want you to know that no matter what ever happen....I will always love & u will always be in my heart,baby....

2008-04-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

This year, I am doing my FYP. I am doing it with my 2^nd year, 2^nd semester friends. We know each other very well. We were encouraging and guiding each other very well.

At 1^st, I was not confident in myself in FPY. It was because that:

· I was supposed to repeat my 2^nd year, 1^st semester. It was because that I did not do well in that semester and my GPA was below 2.0.

· I am not sure whether I am able to mange with my FYP because that I had failed my modules which are related to this year FYP. I do not know whether I am able to pass and do well in FYP.

But with the help from my team mates, I am building up my confidents and trust in myself.

So far after our 2^nd meeting & discussion with our supervisor, Mr Bernard, he guide and told us to start with:

· Stock name, quantity, price, description of stock. ( i'm not so sure what it means by this point)

· Daily maintenance and external work records keeping.

--> just the layout of the table with fields.
- for WO, the fields are:
S/N| Date | WO No. | Name Company | Code | Job description| Required BY | Amt $|

- for WR, the fields are:
WR No.| Date| Normal response time within 48hrs| emergencu responce time within 24hrs| Time taken for installation work| Remark

· Come up with GUI

· The Inventory(Database)

· Project Plan

It was because that our team is 2 week behind due to some change in our FYP (Final Year Project) proposal. He wants to see our works by 16/4/2008. So our team decided to meet up on wed morning to do our FPY.

We went to school’s library to do our FYP. It was 1^st time doing the Project Planning using Microsoft Office Project 2007 with the help from my friend, Alvin who taught & explained to me how to use it. Thanks to him.

Now I manage and able to do FYP with confident. As for coding, maybe I might still need some expert to guide me & my team. Hopefully that we can do and understands the codes. Hope that our supervisor, Mr Bernard will supervise us. Lastly, hope that our team can work together as a team and keep our fingers cross, so that we will not avoid those can make our team disagree with each other.

2008-04-15T23:45:00.002+08:00

These pictures are taken when me & my family went to JB, Jusco.....

2008-04-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

Here are some pictures of me & my friends @ Tampines.....We went out for dinner @ Century Square after work.......

2008-04-04T01:38:00.001+08:00

Here are the pictures of my family outing.....

Out to farms & prawn fishing.......

2008-04-04T00:42:00.004+08:00

Here are some of the pictures taken while I was in Cambodia for my School Service Learning Trip.

Some of us are in-charge of teaching the young adults from the age of 16-18. And at the same time we also taught the Teachers there. We taught them basic IT like Microsoft Office (how to save, open file, calculate & etc all about Microsoft Office), IE (how to save images, send e-mails, attachments, favorites & etc all about IE) and hardwares parts of the computer.

At the same time, we still got time for shopping and visiting historical places.....we really enjoyed ourselves there.....

So I hope that you guys too....will enjoy it....

Day 1.....

Our Lunch @ Dragon Soup.....

Day 2
Our visit to Sangkheum Center (Hope Center)

Lunch Time.....@ New Delhi Indian Restaurant & Hong Kong Restaurant. Nice & Delicious....we ate this place twice.....Come & try...we recommend it to u...

The young adults & teachers that we are going to teach IT. There are also some of younger children that we are also teaching, giving & showing them our care, concern & loves.....

We really miss them so much...till we really make our effort sending them their pictures through emails...Hopefully that we can keep in touch with them always....& hopefully that their wishes will come true & they will never give up.....

2008-04-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Good Night dear....

I know that I have been away from you for quite sometimes....due to family trips and school trips....

I felt that staying far apart from you is quite hard for me....I really felt that dis month we seldom really spend our time together....

So this is what I wish for every time went I go to bed....

Dreaming of you is what I want the most......

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2008-02-12T18:42:00.000+08:00

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2008-02-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

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Dear, I'm goin miss you for 3 days...I hope that you will take care of yourself and don't forget to msg me k...

No matter how far are you,
You will always be in my heart & mind....

Take care,
Love you,
Muackz!!!

2008-01-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

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If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

2008-01-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

2007-10-26T13:03:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to National Dental Center (NDC) to take out the stitches...haiz....i thought that it will be pain & take a long time to take it out...

Hehehe...but I was wrong...hehe....NO PAIN @ all...!!! I even giggle with the dentist & his asst...coz I make them happy for awhile...hehe....as they were so bored....they even trying to take their time when taking the threat out...hehe....& @ the same time they talk to me...

They were so relief that I was smiling and I don't seem to be complaining about pain or numb or etc....hehe....

Yes ar....finially, I can eat wad I 1 2 eat....alhamdulillah....YES AR..!!!!!!!! Gaining & GAINING weight TIME....people....hahahahahahahaha...!!!!

2007-10-17T20:12:00.001+08:00

This morning,I went for my wisdom tooth OP at SGH (Health Dental clinic) with my mom. She accompany me all the whole through out from 730am - 1pm.

So "leceh", have to register, then go 2nd floor take queue number. Then go 3rd floor for OP, then go back to 2nd floor make payment & take medicines...."leceh" right??? But what can we do...want to get well faster,right??? SO follow the rules...hehe...

But it turn out that I am happy with the OP because it went out smooth & quick...I don't even felt any pain at all...I thought that it will feel the pain...as I heard stories from my sister & other people...it sounds so scary & feels like not going...but I ws all wrong about it...hehe...so glad...

I still remember,the moment I step into the OP room...I keep on talking to the nurses & asst doc...hehe...becuase I was so nerves & scared...I was even shaking non-stop till all of them telling me jokes just to make me happy & forget about the OP...untill they blind fold me & give me ejection to make my mouth feel numb...so that it is easier for them...

I was really scared untill the OP ends...then I was totally claim dowm...hehe...but during the OP,I don't feel anything...but I still felt scared...i just don't know why...maybe because it was my 1st time & even the doctor said that it was common..to feel that way...as long as you listen to them,the OP will ends as fast as possible...

It does...my OP last only 30 mins...fast,right??? without any pain....hehe...alhamdulillah...everything when well & smooth....thank you,doctor,nurses & Allah....for making me brave & endure the pain....finnaly I got my wisdom tooth out... waiting for another 3 more wisdom tooth to be out...haiz...sooooo..... scary.......

2007-10-17T20:09:00.001+08:00

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2007-10-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

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Just Wondering..!
Wud U Smile At Me If I Smile At U..?
Wud U Say Hello If I Greet U..?
Wud U Talk 2 Me If I Talk 2 U..?
Wud U Add "Too" If I Tell U "I Miss U"..?
Darling Really I Miss U From The Core !

2007-10-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

Oh man...!!!! wad a dae, I have tooth ache & my gum are swollen. It happen durin the 2nd day of Hari Raya...haiz... It hurts so much...till even my sister said that my face look so bad....bt at the same time, she said that it suits my face...hehe...coz it makes me look like as if I got cheeks...hehe...

I when to the dentist today accompanied by my sister & bro....I was the only patient during that day. when the destist look at mt teeth. He told me that I have wisdom tooth was growing in the gum which causes my gum to be swollen.... So he wanted to take a x-ray of the wisdom tooth. After that he show it to me that actually my wisdom tooth is growing side ways instead of straight....So he said that I have to go for an OP to pluck out the wisdom tooth....

As u know,everyone would like to earn money...so he said that there are holes in my teeth...& he ask me do I want to do filling...& he ask about my budgets...I replied that I am not sure of the budget, you have to ask my sister cause she is she is the one who is paying.... Then when the doctor asked & explain it to her. She said it ok, just do it...she will just pay...

Then I ask the doctor to refer me to the hospital so that i don't have to queue up for numbers...but he said that if he refer then I will have to pay extra charge. might as well I go there personally, its cheaper....then I just nod my head...

2007-10-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

Well guys,

I have done somethink to my hair...which I have never though that I would do it...hehe...this is my 1st time doing it...hahaha....what a shock that I do it on Wed @ JB with kakak & abg is....hehe...

I was scared that my guy will not like it....but i was wrong. He likes it...hehe....so guys if u happen to see my hair...do comments it ok...i dun mind whether it is negative or positive...i still accept it...

i always a cool person....hehe....

2007-10-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

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2007-09-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

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I m feeling so happy,
do u know why?
cuz i m so lucky,
do u know how?
cuz God loves me.
Do u know how?
cuz he gave me a gift.
Do u know what?
its YOU my love.

2007-09-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

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I feel so sad & worry about my guy. He have been having a bad headache lately since his working partner on a long MC... He have been working straight non stop...I really pity him... He can really endure till 1 month. If I were to be in his shoes,I will for sure quit without thinking. What, they think my guy is in human is it????!!! Make him do all the jobs, just because he is such a hard working worker....

I am so mad & confuse with his company...

why they do not want to employ new staffs?
why makes him do all the jobs & responsibilities?
why they pay his partner more then him?
when are they going to increase his pay again?

Because all of the above questions...my guy got an offer for a better job, pay & company. Even though he got the same working line, shipping boarding officer. My guy will be quiting by the end of the month because he accept the new job offered to him which makes me even more happy. I mean much more happier because he quiting his current job soon...and hopefully that the company which offer him will be better then the current one. I will pray hard and all the best for him...

2007-09-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

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A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

2007-09-18T13:09:00.000+08:00

Well....take a look @ diz....my eeyores r wearin clothes...they also want 2 celebrate Hari Raya....hehehe.....

Cute right...hehe....

People dress up their teddy...me dress up my eeyores..hehe....

2007-09-17T15:43:00.001+08:00

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I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

2007-09-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

Well…today I receive email from Jobstreets.com that there were 2 companies who view my resume and accepted me to work in their companies. Both companies offer me the same job scopes base on my working experience and they offer me a good pay as well. But what strike my mind was that why must now then luck is on my side while am still schooling….It makes me feels so sad because when I want to have a proper job but just can’t find one. So I decided to continue schooling just because I can’t find a permanent job. Only then this year, I receive mails from 2 different companies….But I have to reject it because I am still schooling. But I hope that in future after I have completed my studies, I am able to find a proper & permanent job….hopefully….

2007-09-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

Selamat meyambut bulan Ramadan Al-Mubarak....

2007-09-09T01:32:00.000+08:00

This Ratib will be the last one till after Hari Raya.

It's including of Doa Selamat, Tahlil & Hannah's 5th Birthday.

End of Ratib.....

Hannah's Birthday Cake (from Sweet Secret)

Getting ready to blow the candles & sing songs in lots of languages...

Hmm...the cake must be so nice to look at till all the kids are eager to cut...

Birthday Bash time.......Presents time... more & more presents for Birthday Girl....

Wow...lots & lots of foods......eat till bloated...hehehe....

Just look at how happy kids & the owner when preparing the bbq...

Hmmm.....see the chef....confirm the foods are delicious...hehe...

The kids & teenagers are having & enjoying themselves....

The End....

2007-09-04T17:20:00.000+08:00

Well...finally my cousin, Marsita have engage with her love one...hmmm...what a lucky guy...coz my cousin is beautiful, kind-hearted & sweet... Even though we are not close...she helps me a lot when we were in the same secondary school....

Well I really appreciate her kindness...datz all I can say...& I wonder, who will b the nxt person in d family will get engage....hehehe

Here are some of the pictures that are taken...

2007-08-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

These are some of my family members who are really into karaoke..... They are my Sister, my Bro-In-Law & my cousin, Fardani.... Actually there are lots more in my family members who are able to sing well. But too bad because I join them to go Family Karaoke @ town. Actually, I was force too....hehe....because I am not into singing....because I can't sing...hehe...

Here are some of the pictures.....

This is what he sings....

He really sings with feelings....he can sings....but he needs more practice...I show you, guys the his next picture....

Look....feelings right??? hehehe.... There are more...

Here it comes...

Aren't they a sweet couple...????

Well...I'm the photographer here...hehe....my job & hobby is tasking picture...but not me in the picture...hehe...

Finally,we going home....hehe....

Last picture from us....before going home time....

Bye...

2007-08-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Well....I want you, guys to take a look @ my niece's 7th Birthday, Nur Almaz. Her cake was so huge, beautiful & delicious. It's a 3D cake...It's a castle cake. Seriously....I bet you, guys want it too...

Here are some of pic to see...

Actually, her Birthday is on July but I just want you, guys to see her cakes....& do guess how much is it???

2007-08-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Well...yesterday was a surprise day 4 me...I thought that Birthday is only 1 day & people will tend to make you happy or only celebrate it with you only on that day itself. but I was wrong.

I never even thought that my close Poly friends will only just wish & went out with me on that day itself. But I was wrong. They bought me a present which I thought that they will not. But I was so shock. But no matter what, I really appreciate it so much. Thanks guys...

Here are the pictures that I have taken...

These are from my Best Friend in ITE...

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to my close & best friends.... Siti Aisyah, Nur Syahfiqah, Nur Azizah....

Well...this is from my closest cousins...

Well actually this was the brand that I was aiming... & I tot of buying it when I got the $$$ because it was too expensive.... I like it becuase the compartment was big & nice... it can take & carry all the stuffs that I bring to sch everyday....

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to my lovely & dearest cousin... Shah Fardani, Ahmad Saiful, Zakiah & Nazura Huda....

2007-08-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

Today is the most happy day for me...finally I celebrated my Birthday with my dear, Mohammed Helmi. After so many days I never met him...So finally got the chance....

So these are the things that we did the whole day....

Ate @ Outram (Roti Prata)
Watch movie @ Suntec CT (Rush Hour 3)
Ate @ Beach Road (Tulang & Chicken Rice)
Shopping for shoe @ ViVo CT (His)
Watch movie @ Bugis (The Bourne Ultimatum)
Watch Fire work (a bit @ 21:15pm)

I am so happy...I have been waiting for this chance & finally, it come true. I really enjoyed myself....even though it's belated....

2007-08-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Well...today is my special day...I'm so happy....I'm celebrating my 23rd Birthday...

Here are some of the pictures for you to see....I celebrate with my poly friends @ Coffee Bean just for a snack & lunch, we ate @ Burger King....student meals...hehe....

Here is a special gift from my Close Cousin NurHuda. My favourite cartoon character....Thanks t0 her & her BF Iskandar Riza...

Sleepy EEYORE....so cuuuuteee...hehe...

MINI EEYORE keychain....hehe....

Here is the place that I ate for my dinner with my families...we really had a grate time eating our dinner there. The foods are not bad...its so delicious & their serving is good. Their prices are acceptable. If you guys don't believe me, Come & try it yourself...then you guys will know it.

Rasa Istimewa @ CCK Park....open air space...

2007-08-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

Dear Friends,

Yesterday, I went out with him. We actually talk about our Xs. It was because that I saw my X as he was registering his Khursus Rumah Tangga. Then I told and explained it to him what I saw when I was @ Masjid. Then he asked me this question, “Are you happy or sad?” My answer was, “of course happy because he finally got someone who is willingly to take care of him & give him what he wants. “Then I ask the same question to him. His reply was, “Why must I waste my time for her. As I believe that I am able to live with or without her and also that there is someone out there who wants to be with me but just don’t know when.”

I really never expected that this will came out from his mouth. It really surprised and shocked me. He said, “Maybe who knows you might be the one that who is meant to be with me? And if it’s really you then Alhamdulilah…” Wow, it really makes me happy with the way he said. My reply was that Insyallah…Amin.

Then while we had our lunch @ my friend’s engagement, my friend opens a topic about my birthday. He asked, “Am I going to make chalet again during my birthday, what birthday give do I want or shall we celebrate it together since most of our friends whose birthday falls the same months as you? What do you think?” My reply was that I am not sure of what I want for my birthday. But if you guys want to celebrate together, then, there might be a chance. But I will confirm it again because I might have my own planning.

I think my guy hear our conversation. Till in the car he asked me, “When is your birthday?” My answer was that, “still long….another 3 weeks. Why you asked?” Then he replied, “Hmm...Well oh ok.” Then he asked me,” So what do you decide after what your friend had planned?” I replied, “Still unsure…too early, to decide now.”

Then after my friend’s engagement had finished, we went off to meet his friend @ Arab Street to buy their fishing stuffs. Then after that we went to Bugis to go shopping for his clothes & his friend is getting something for his girlfriend’s Birthday.

Then his friend asked him, “when is my birthday?” Then he replied,” August.” His friend asked, “Then you never celebrate with her?” Then he replied,” How to celebrate, we are at KL?” His friend replied,” Oh yah….I almost forgot. Why don’t you follow us, Lisza? Then can celebrate with those our members who are August too.” My reply was, “ That one I don’t think so because it is so impossible for me to go as my mom would allowed. Even if she allowed I don’t think I want to follow.” My guy replied, “See, so how?” My answer,” its ok abang, you go ahead with your plan with your friends. I don’t mind. We can celebrate it early or belated, right?” Then his friend replied, “But it will be different. It will not be romantic at all.” Both of us just smile….lazy to entertain him.

So after all the chatting, his friend and he take a different route. Suddenly, in the car, he asked me, “Dear, maybe I not going to KL as you know what the reasons are. Furthermore, your Birthday falls on the day that I want to go. So I have been thinking that since we never celebrate your birthday before. So I suggest that this year we will celebrate. What do you think?” My reply was that, “Up to you, dear. I just follow only. What ever you think is right, I agree to it.” He replied, “Ok if like that then I will think whether to go or not to go. Then I will tell you before your birthday. Is it ok with you, dear?” My answer, Of course, dear.”

So, what you guys think will his answer be? Go or don’t go? Do tag. Thanks.

2007-07-31T11:03:00.001+08:00

Dear Friends,

I do not know what I should do. What I mean is that should I tell him what I feel or should I keep it to myself? If I tell him, I am scared that I may hurt his feelings. I am scared that he may get the wrong idea of me. I do not want him to think that I am expecting something from him or he may thinks that I do not allow him to go and have fun with his friends. I don’t want him to have that kind of thinking. I want him to think that I am a type of girl that I am not a greedy girl who always one to have the first priority or who like to control his way of style. I want him to have his own privacies too. I believe that he also want to enjoy and spent his single days before married.

Ok, enough of this area. Let me tell you what makes me need your opinion. I hope that you can tell me what I should do after I tell you.

Well first of all, he plans to go KL with his group of friends during August. But at the same time, he got other interference like:

1) Financial

2) Setting up him new business

3) His favourite bike (servicing, tires, collaborator & chains)

He ask me for opinions should he go or not due to all the above. My answer was that it is up to him to decide if he thinks that he can handle all the situations above then I suggest that he should go ahead with his plan and further more he already had planned it & it will be a waste if he never go for it. I want him to go, have fun and relax because he have been working so hard till he, himself got no time and it’s time for him to take a break & let his partner to take over his place for awhile since he have already taken his break for one month.

Actually, what makes me want to share is that, he plan to go KL on my birthday. That is 17, 18, and 19 (Fri-Sun). I do not know if I should tell him or not. I just do not know what to do. When I mention this to my best friend, she told me try to give him a hints through SMS. But I do not know if it is the right way of doing it. In my heart, he should know that my birthday falls on that way. I think that he have forgotten due to his stresses & tight working hours. I do understand but what makes me sad is, does he really forget when my birthday is…do I need to remain him…??? Or do I just kip it to myself just because I do not want to hurt his feelings.

Am I doing the right way??? Please help me out….I really need your help, advice & opinions…

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