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I am so surprise aft I heard wad happen...i nvr tot dat the 1 I respect most even though we seldom communicate would do such a craziest tink out of no where...I am really shock...how could this happen??? Is d world has turn upside down??? Or is d world goin 2 b end??? I am really scared...i would not know wad 2 do nxt and i do not know how 2 face it....i am just wordless and speechless aft hearing wad happen...
I really nvr expect this could happen...I tot dat he was a nice,respectful,joker, trust n honest. But wad I said all the above are now gone n disappear just like "gone by the wind". I am so sad and disappointed in him....
Now everyone ll tink negative of him n mayb even treat him like "shit" n ll nt be as close as it use to be....now life being wif him ll b change towards him....
I do not now how long am i suppose face it n bear wif it cause i ll nvr b able to escape from him....i hope that i ll b strong enaf be face d fact n reality.
I share my story n feelins wif my baby...he said he's nt surprise @ all....it is command already. but to me it is my 1st time...but wen i said,didn't d other party gv enaf...???
Example given by my baby:
If my baby were to feed me KFC everyday without failed,ll i get bored? The ans is: definitely YES.
So due to dat reason, for sure I will quietly eat other foods behind him or make other route so that my baby will follow my appetite n my way.
So wen i tink back of his example, mayb he have almost d same reason like the abv. don't u tink so?
My baby wanted to say n protect d other party. But he dare not cause he have no rite to interfered. But if it were happen 2 me, he ll definitely interfered w/o delay. Hopefully not...cause who 1 it 2 happen,rite??? Nobody 1....bt if it wanted 2 happen,we cant avoid it...but wad we can do is...FIGHT it back...for our own protection....
He said that:
- in this life has many challenges if w/o challenges, that is not called life...
- life is like a mirror image. whatever we do or say, it will definitely ll b reflected to back....
- never say NO cause mayb your NO might turn out to be YES wen you really had no other choice....
- a good person may change to bad & a bad person may turn into a new leaf cause no one in this world is perfect...
Wen I think back wad my baby said..it was all d truth....cause I recall it back wadever d other party ever said....it really happen 2 d other party...it is such a small world,isn't it?
How I wish I could do this
MyHotComments Nvm, lets us c how long can they hide their true colours....it will definitely show it slowly n 1 @ a time...we just wait n c....
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Shasha @ Wednesday, November 05, 2008 @ 11/05/2008 02:13:00 AM
